Puding Milo Kukus

Puding Milo Kukus

syg ke????

aku mmg syg dier...
tp...dia sllu wt ak kne heart atack thp 3 huhu
owg kte cnte x slalu nye indah-btul 3x
sllu nges sbb dier..
xmakan sbb dier..
xlene tdo sbb dier..
tader mood sbb dier..
n xwat paper pn sbb dier..
tp ak ttp syg dier!
betul la cinte itu wt owg bcnte jd bute..
watever yg pntg slgi ade cnte slgi tu ak dgn dier...
ops Insyallah forever if god willing!

mood: emotionally unstable

"boys lie poke dem in de eye"- tq yan 4 d idea i juz luv it...soe dear its not i not love u but today u juz make me mrah like crazy at u..2morow i gonna treat u gud again..juz let me b selfish today.

Al-Fatihah untukmu teman

assalamualaikum wbt…



rasanya dah lama jari –jemari ini tidak berlari dipapan kekunci laptop ku ini, bahkan coretan malam ini bertemankan linangan air mata yang tak tertahan,menerima kiriman pesanan ringkas dari teman seakan-akan melirik senyum ditabir bibirku, namun senyuman itu hilang mekarnya setelah ku baca pesanan tersebut. Betapa aku terkejut! hanya 1 lafaz yang mampu aku katakan di saat itu…

“ Innalillah...”

seminggu sudah kehilangan mu wahai teman,, kau dan aku pernah menjadi taman yg sangat akrab sewaktu matrik sebelum jarak memisahkan kita sewaktu kita menyambung pelajaran, sesungguhnya kenangan itu x akan ku lupa sampai akhir hayat..

Mutiara putih meluncur laju jatuh ke pipi. Ku kesat secepat mungkin agar diri kembali tenang. Ku hadiahkan pemergian teman ku itu dengan bait-bait kalam Allah… Al-fatihah. Moga pemergiannya menjadi iktibar buat kita semua. Sungguh tidak aku duga aku kehilangan sekali lagi teman yang paling rapat denganku… sungguh aku teruji.

Ketika aku duduk sendirian , terngiang-ngiang kenakalan temanku itu yang selalu mengusik ku dengan bait-bait dari sebuah lagu yang dipopularkan oleh sebuah kumpulan yang berasal dari Indonesia.

“ aku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu,
aku pelangi tak memberi warna hidupmu,
aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu,
aku lah bintang yang hilang ditelan kegelapan…”

memori itu membuatkan aku bahagia seketika, tatkala aku kembali nyata, ku sedari itu semua sekadar hadiah daripada sebuah kenangan agar temanku itu terus hidup di dalam kotak fikiran ku selamanya. paling ku terkilan x dapat bertemu dengan mu sebelum kau menghembuskan nafas terakhir..maafkan aku teman..

Terima kasih teman, kawan dan sahabat. Pemergianmu tidak akan pernah melunturkan memori kita bersama.Kau teman terbaikku dan moga kau ditempatkan bersama-sama dengan orang yang beriman.

Nur Farah Idayu Anuar namamu mekar dalam doaku setiap hari.

stupid me..

..................cannot sleep due to depression matters nak ja ak telan anti depression nye pill tp bukan ak de supply pon huuu..really i wish to curse at sum1 rite now..but i juz can't..luv is stupid it make u go blinds or is'it me that was blind enuf for getting push around like dat? how m i going 2 face him tomorrow...gilo laa dats y i dun like internal affair heck..even i'm a gud actress tp ni da kalah drama samarinda ni..hate 'im o luv 'im..dunno i hate 'im inuf to lov 'im..dun understand myself anymore..drama queen ke hapo yg dok emo xtentu psal bg kwn keliling riso...losing a guy ain't big thing i'm used to it tp rsa sakit hati ble di give up kn juz make me wanna curse 'im to death laa. not being truthfully enuf is 1 thing but i really hate wen sum1 wanna break n dun come clean instead using mushy2 words..' sye x layak utk wak...' heck if u know u not suit enuf for me dun even make me like u!!!dun do thing dat make me fall in luv wif u n for god sake dun make me notice u........... shit i really m stupid to fall in love wif a guy like dat. wat m gonna do tomorrow..ngan swollen eye like panda..dis is a worses day..

really wish to do dat bio rse how my heart hurt..

pics tell better den words TP at KM 294.20

pic summary of my site visit to Ipoh lalala~
d sequence start from below hee bkn atas ke bawah but bawah ke atas..




calibration of FWD..abg Jojo sdg bertekad cmerlang m'adjust parameter


TP tamat; sempat posing lagi


bulk sample yg akan ditest di lab


pekerja2 propel membuat DCP


Bro membuat FDT seorg diri..cam air mengalir ak tgk pluh bro..cayok2 bro


d strata layers from crusher run - sub grade


memasukkan sample dalam bekas


backhoe start korek lubang TP


cutting TP hole with diamond cutter


KM 294.20~Trial Pit


TP point been measured n marked 1.0m x 1.5m


posing dulu sebelum berjuang dtengah panas


arriving at the site location

today is friday♥

lme da x update mt daily life kt sni huhu..its been almost 3 month ak praktikal kat CSL nih..3 kali rotating department; lab, SI and now PCA..banyak2 dept ni laa dept yg ak plg cuak nk msuk huu =0 bkn pe..PCA dept ni too much male workers n i'm bad at communicate wif male hii not saying dat i'm too shy but its juz kindda hard 4 me too get along wif male; JANGGAL is the exact word..dowg mmg kind n funny tp i need tym to adapt my self here..n here i get to know so much young but married guy..funny for me as our age is close but we're at different standard (uhh cm x seswai gne standard)..i mean diff life laa single n married life even we're around d same age tho dey were guy..i think mayB graduates lyk me tend to get married late..huhu late bloomer aren't we??? tamaw tamaw..nk gak kawen awl..been jeles to hear..dowg da dapat baby yelaa cm kre da fullfilled la 1 of our life perposed ble da kawen kn?? but i believe its juz not 4 me yet cuz rite now i'm too bz going bout myself..so how sud i take care of others eyt?my lect used to said a person dun stable den married but married n b stable..i do agree cuz wen we're settling down we bcome more responsible and more hardworking cuz we're not living juz 4 ourself but for our partner and family.oooouhh daaa pnjg lari dari tajuk ni..dis post purposed i wrote bout me n my currently life..damn i mmg sng get carried away while talking bout melancony thinggy.

......umm last wednesday i went to Ipoh for PCA work. its really fun n exciting cuz if i'm not under dis dept i'll never get a chance tok berdiri lama2 d tgah panas n kat tgh2 highway..(rolling eyed) but seriously d experience worth d hardship..i think 4 d next 2 week i'll be going 2 PD for another sitework wif PCA..look forward to it. In Ipoh we're conducting TP@ Trial Pit it consist 2 test if i'm not mistaken..1 FDT and another 1 is DCP..DCP @ corring and dynamic cone penetrometer is a test to determine the thickness of the unbound layer or 2 determine d CBR value..wats is CBR?? ntah i lpe nk tnye ngan technician in chargr hehe..and for FDT@ Field Density Test were conduct to ummm x igt laa mayb utk test ketumpatan tanah using d sand replacement method kutt..sorri but bear with it i'm a physic person n being in soil@ construction line relly challenging 4 me.. d work order ask for 2 point of trial pit but i only der for 1 point..tp meyb its my luck d poit dat i saw have sub grade layer thus DCP test can be conduct..d another point have no subgrade so dey only done trial pit testing..bring d bulk sample 2 lab..
den we'all singgah ke ipoh utk makn mee kari..yiiiii but i order charkuehteow instead..okay laa sdp..d unfortunate were we got saman 4 parking tanpa displaying d coupon huhu..rm30 sian laaa dowg nk kne byr..btolak kua dr ipoh at 0630pm n dey drive soowh laju 160+kmj can't bring my self 2 sleep even i really feel damn tired..huhu takmoh laa bngun2 da kt spital or worse da kne soal ngn malaikat huuu..gladfully we arive safely and dey send me home hehe..did't do much thing 2morrow juz compilling d report..but today got to see d tech doing d FWD callibration....

looking forward going home 2 morrow..got interview on monday..hope i get in..tp cm syg nk tgl kn CSL(gye dpt je) umm may Allah blessed my interview n my journey..home sweet home..missed mommy so much (winking eyed^^)