stupid me..

..................cannot sleep due to depression matters nak ja ak telan anti depression nye pill tp bukan ak de supply pon huuu..really i wish to curse at sum1 rite now..but i juz can't..luv is stupid it make u go blinds or is'it me that was blind enuf for getting push around like dat? how m i going 2 face him tomorrow...gilo laa dats y i dun like internal affair heck..even i'm a gud actress tp ni da kalah drama samarinda ni..hate 'im o luv 'im..dunno i hate 'im inuf to lov 'im..dun understand myself anymore..drama queen ke hapo yg dok emo xtentu psal bg kwn keliling riso...losing a guy ain't big thing i'm used to it tp rsa sakit hati ble di give up kn juz make me wanna curse 'im to death laa. not being truthfully enuf is 1 thing but i really hate wen sum1 wanna break n dun come clean instead using mushy2 words..' sye x layak utk wak...' heck if u know u not suit enuf for me dun even make me like u!!!dun do thing dat make me fall in luv wif u n for god sake dun make me notice u........... shit i really m stupid to fall in love wif a guy like dat. wat m gonna do tomorrow..ngan swollen eye like panda..dis is a worses day..

really wish to do dat bio rse how my heart hurt..